14.3.07

the worst

[29 Jun 2006 | Thursday]

3:46 AM - the worst
Current mood: pretty much like shit


is when you say:

"i haven't felt that terrible in a long time. one of my worst fears is
waking up, or turning around and everything being completely opposite
to how you had perceived it, and just feeling completely lost. i have
dreams about it all the time- things like no one understanding what
i'm saying, or me not understanding them, or me trying to escape
something but i can't move because there's no gravity etc. just really
terrifying crippling things that completely disorient me and saturday
was like that."

...and realize that 3 weeks later nothing has progressed.

apparently trust is doled out on the basis of random entitlement rather than merit.

Currently reading:

Siddhartha
By Herman Hesse
Release date: By 01 January, 1954

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