completely irrevelant

[17 Oct 2005 | Monday]

12:43 AM - completely irrevelant
Current mood: sore

first: i apologize. when i'm sleepy i become a big contemplative pile of saccharine crap.

i rarely fill out surveys but i really enjoyed this one. i'm always tempted to be funny when i fill them out but i'm so tired of how unfunny funny is. i'm on one of my 'sincerity always' kicks right now. what's funny is the more i focus on being sincere the more pretense churns out. i hate the word 'funny' so i use it.

anyway, at the end of the activity i was surprised by the number of answers concerning time management so i thought 'hey, it's been a long while since i made a blog entry" i can't remember what i thought after that. it was something about being whiney when i'm fatigued slash overwhelmed.

I will always: look back (to see if you're looking). that and begin sentences with 'i'.
I miss: the summer before grade six and emma parker
I hear: the neighbours' laundry
I smell: when i'm dreaming
I crave: buddles (buddy snuggles)
I worry: that i'm not doing enough
I regret: wasting time regretting
I love: sincerity
I always: sit still thinking about how much time i'm wasting.
I dance: for myself
I sing: while i'm talking
I can't stand: rough miniscule textures- especially with holes... like this

i get the heebie jeebies
I like: juxtaposed emotions such as feeling comfortably uneasy or contentment with anxiety
I can usually be found: hiding
I hope: secretly that people will find me and play sardines
I need: to turn the computer off
I know that: me & darcel will be old ladies
I want: an invisible cape or enough time to see everyone. but i don't have either of those.
I obsess: when i'm curious
I am always: rubbing my tshirt tags
I wish: emma was here already
I cry: but don't realize it
I fell: three weeks ago but i keep pressing on the bruise so it will stay
I believe: we're trying too hard.
and that "everyone is insignificant"' was the better answer.

p.s. those of you who know me might be surprised to know that i've been putting in loads of effort at school. really. i have. please be proud of me because you know i don't put in effort. this is new.

Currently reading:

Graphic Classics Volume 1: Edgar Allan Poe - New Edition (Graphic Classics (Graphic Novels))
By Edgar Allan Poe
Release date: By 15 March, 2004

3 Comments - 1 Kudos

a) the graphic classics series i have not read, but have you read any of the Icon Books releases, the 'introducing' _______ graphic novels? right now i'm reading Introducing Post Modernism.

b) "I can't stand: rough miniscule textures- especially with holes... like this" is it because of the thought of little beings living in the holes? cos that's what it would be for me.

c) was sardines the one where one person hides and when the next person finds them u wait for everyone to find you? what was that supposed to teach us?

d) i could keep going. but i will not overwhelm you with pokes and prods when you have many other things to think about. i'm curious at why i obsess.

Posted by Philip Pines(eme) on [17 Oct 2005 | Monday] at 4:14 AM

Im Proud of you Jenni .



i Love you <33

Posted by LAuren. on [31 Dec 2005 | Saturday] at 10:08 PM

this is old and i loved it and i want to have a naked lunch with lima beans and un-noticable tears...

Posted by jesca on [21 Nov 2006 | Tuesday] at 4:09 PM